THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE
sarah,
I wish I could tell you everything that happened in the past two years, because what you're writing is painful and familiar
someone loving me but not being in love with me
and being so psychologically and emotionally connected to a person that I stopped being a human
and spending all day every day with someone who was as fucked up as I am and who played as many games as I did
Made me crazy
Not for a few months, but for almost two years
And I had to go to the hospital
And I had to quit my job
And I had to leave school
And I had to go back to California
And I had to go on medication
And none of my friends liked me anymore
But it's not like that anymore.
Now it's over.