THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE
I feel like I've finally finished mourning my own life. I made amends- I spent the last two years crying, I had a year long funeral for my family and myself and my parents marriage and our house and my education and myself and my life
I developed a disorder, I broke my own teeth, I never breathed, I couldn't see-
I don't feel afraid now, and I don't feel like I need you or want you or have to have anyone with me or near me or touching me, speaking to me.
I feel like I'm awake now, I am awake finally after a long long time