THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE

06-20-08 . 2:29 am

People never like you when you've already got all your own answers. I hate summer and I hate limbo- I hate all of summer because it's always just borrowed time- It's space in between space- Everything gets ripped apart and put back together with blind and broken hands and then we have to keep getting on with life in general come September and pretend we're still the same.

I was left enchanted, but I couldn't tell you why. First steps into the alley way and it had me by the throat- I can still feel it hanging there.

This is the first year I've ever had any self worth.

I was also told I have ptsd.

I don't feel like I know what to do.

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