THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE

03-12-07 . 12:06 am

I fall apart so easily.

And every time, you two are the only two with whom I find solace. You're not there, but just nothing that you exist and knowing that you understand- That's everything I need.

It's all I have.

I don't even know what I would do without it. I've never had a shoulder to cry on from anyone I know. I've never had anyone who understands or who just listens or who hears without judgement. I don't even know what that's like.

But I have you.

I don't know what selflessness is, and I don't understand love. I don't really believe either exist but you... The both of you. You're all the hope I have in the whole world.

You scare me.

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