THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE
I keep reading all of these diary profiles that say 'don't judge me by what I write', 'don't judge me by what bands i listen to', 'don't judge me by blah blah blah'.
Well, you know what?
If you are reading this, I invite you to judge me.
Because its probably true.
You can't understand someone until you see them mad, and that's usually what I am here.
And I think its funny. People almost seem embarassed to like the bands they do. Who cares? As long as you like them, that's what matters right? I seriously do not care if people think I am a mindless moron for liking the music I do.
I may as well be.
I've never had any real proof to tell me that I am not a mindless moron who is not destined to some low income job in the middle of nowhere, three kids, and a husband who drinks too much. Why wouldn't I really? I mean its sort of pathetic to think that I will ever amount to anything when I can't even pass phys ed. Really. I will probably be completely miserable for the rest of my life because I was such a fuck up right now.
As you can see, I have high hopes.
But I really don't care. Apathy suits me.
And right now I am a complete mindless idiot who had opinions that are always wrong and can't do anything right. I don't know what I'm talking about and I welcome you to judge me for it.
Because I am what you think.
Trust me.
Kids like me have no depth.
And that;s great.