THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE
I am sometimes so amazed at things that went on, on things that were said. I don't know where it came from, but one thing has been echoing in my head for days.
I didn't even recognise it when it happened, it was just part of the general noise, the general insanity-
When he didn't check to see if I was alive, check to see where I was, on the day I had planned to kill myself, I told him I couldn't be friends with him anymore, that I couldn't be close to someone like that
He told me that I didn't have any other friends, that I needed him, that he was the only one who put up with me for all the time I was being so horrible
I didn't say goodbye, I made a bargain, I think I believed him
What insanity, I almost don't believe it-