THOSE WHO SUFFER LOVE
What is your name?: | Elizabeth, Lizz, Lizzi, Eddie, Freddie, Pinki, DiDi, Peggy, Lacey |
Are you named after anyone?: | My very short British aunt |
What's your screename?: | None existant |
Would you name a child of yours after you?: | Absolutely not. My name sucks. |
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: | Cotton. (Don't ask) |
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: | Ruth |
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: | Nope. |
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: | No. I would change it entirely. |
Basics | |
Your gender:: | Female |
Straight/Gay/Bi:: | Straight |
Single?: | yes |
If not, do you want to be?: | N/A |
Birthdate:: | February 12 |
Your age:: | 14 |
Age you act:: | Ha! I still think it's funny when people say balls |
Age you wish you were:: | I'm okay |
Your height:: | Six feet |
Eye color:: | Yellow green |
Happy with it?: | Whatever |
Hair color:: | Light brown and purple. |
Happy with it?: | NO |
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: | Righty |
Your living arrangement:: | Both parents |
Your family:: | Is insane |
Have any pets?: | 3 cats, 1 dog, 1 fish, 1 hamster, 1 rat, 1 rabbit, 1 horse |
Whats your job?: | None...Student |
Piercings?: | None. |
Tattoos?: | Ball point pen only |
Obsessions?: | Music |
Addictions?: | Bass |
Do you speak another language?: | A little French |
Have a favorite quote?: | "I'm honest but I'm dumb too" |
Do you have a webpage?: | Yeah. This diary. |
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it | |
Do you live in the moment?: | Sometimes. But I'm not usually paying attention. |
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | No. People suck. |
Do you have any secrets?: | Not really. Or none that I know of. |
Do you hate yourself?: | Duh. I piss myself off more than anyone else. |
Do you like your handwriting?: | Yeah. |
Do you have any bad habits?: | More than I could name. |
What is the compliment you get from most people?: | I don't. Or that I'm funny. |
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: | Green Plaid is Killing Me (don't ask) |
What's your biggest fear?: | I'm trying to figure that out. |
Can you sing?: | You can call me Ethel. |
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: | Absolutely not. |
Are you a loner?: | Define loner. |
What are your #1 priorities in life?: | Music. Happiness. Being a good person. Keeping in control. |
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: | No. I would completely hate myself. |
Are you a daredevil?: | No. I just don't give a shit. |
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: | Yeah, I hate that I'm such a goddamn failure |
Are you passive or agressive?: | One could say that. |
Do you have a journal?: | Nah, you think? |
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: | I don't know. |
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: | Everything. Or nothing. I may be fucked up but I like it that way. It lets you know more. |
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: | Yes. Unless I'm listening to HIM or Finch. |
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: | I try to avoid regret at all times and just go with apathy. Its safer. |
Do you think life has been good so far?: | Yeah. It has. I din't really have a lot to complain about. But I still do. |
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | Nothing ever works out the way it should. Nothing sucks as bad as you think it does. People really ARE stupid. |
What do you like the most about your body?: | Not a lot. |
And least?: | Well, that would be everything. |
Do you think you are good looking?: | If you're into the not very attractive type. I don't know. I guess. I just have yet to meet someone who thinks so. |
Are you confident?: | Yes. Though I don't know why. |
What is the fictional character you are most like?: | I haven't met one. |
Are you perceived wrongly?: | All the fucking time. |
Do You... | |
Smoke?: | No. |
Do drugs?: | No. |
Read the newspaper?: | Only on thursdays. |
Pray?: | Oly when things go radically astray. But its never done anything for me. |
Go to church?: | No. |
Talk to strangers who IM you?: | No. |
Sleep with stuffed animals?: | Yes. Its a Scare Bear from the Nightmare Before Christmas. the one that attacks all the little kids. |
Take walks in the rain?: | Yes.. |
Talk to people even though you hate them?: | I don't really have a choice do I? |
Drive?: | That would be illegal. |
Like to drive fast?: | If I had the choice. |
Would or Have You Ever? | |
Liked your voice?: | Not really. |
Hurt yourself?: | Yes. |
Been out of the country?: | Yeah. A lot. Just o go sit in the parlors of old people who talk funny in The Lake District who I am supposedly related to. Oh joy. |
Eaten something that made other people sick?: | Yes. |
Been in love?: | I can't quite tell. |
Done drugs?: | No. |
Gone skinny dipping?: | I don't swim. |
Had a medical emergency?: | nothing life threatening. |
Had surgery?: | Yes. |
Ran away from home?: | Only in my mind. Mentally I am never home. |
Played strip poker?: | Strip Uno. That was fun. |
Gotten beaten up?: | No. Unless you count our King Lear Rehersals. Those are generally quite violent. |
Beaten someone up?: | I broke Julianne's arm last year. |
Been picked on?: | Like every fucking day. |
Been on stage?: | Yes. I have been in drama since second grade. That usually requires a stage. |
Slept outdoors?: | Yes. Backyard campouts. fun. |
Thought about suicide?: | Yes... |
Pulled an all nighter?: | I don't sleep. |
If yes, what is your record?: | Not sleeping for over 36 hours. |
Gone one day without food?: | No. I'm hungry all the time. And have stomach ulcers so I would be ins erious pain if I did that. |
Talked on the phone all night?: | I hate talking on the phone. I have a phone-phobia. I just do. |
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: | No. |
Slept all day?: | yes. |
Killed someone?: | No. |
Made out with a stranger?: | No. Not even with someone I knew. |
Had sex with a stranger?: | No. |
Thought you're going crazy?: | Every hour of every day. And people tell me that a lot too. |
Kissed the same sex?: | No. |
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: | No. |
Been betrayed?: | I suppose so. |
Had a dream that came true?: | My life is a series of dejavu like events. One can never quite tell what's happened and what hasn't. |
Broken the law?: | Heh heh heh |
Met a famous person?: | Okay, I live like twenty minutes from Hollywood. And I still haven't. But I don't really care. |
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: | No. |
On purpose?: | No. |
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: | Yes. |
Stolen anything?: | No. Well, only things from my sister. Which hardly counts. |
Been on radio/tv?: | Yes. |
Been in a mosh-pit?: | Sigh. No. |
Had a nervous breakdown?: | Yes. |
Bungee jumped?: | No |
Had a dream that kept coming back?: | Yes. I have reoccuring dreams where people I love murder me. |
Beliefs | |
Belive in life on other planets?: | I can't deal with life on this planet. |
Miracles?: | When I see one. |
Astrology?: | No |
Magic?: | I just read about it. |
God?: | Prove it. |
Satan?: | Prove it. |
Santa?: | No. |
Ghosts?: | Yes. |
Luck?: | Yes. |
Love at first sight?: | Sure. When it happens, I'll tell you. |
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: | No. |
Witches?: | Only wiccans. |
Easter bunny?: | No. |
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: | How do you mean? |
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: | No. There isn't even a rainbow. |
Do you wish on stars?: | No. Wishes don't come true. |
Deep Theological Questions | |
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: | Yes. Though I try to prove myself wrong. |
Do you think God has a gender?: | No. |
Do you believe in organized religion?: | No. |
Where do you think we go when we die?: | Well, that would depend. |
Friends | |
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: | Yes. |
Who is your best friend?: | Alix, Milena |
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: | Alix |
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: | I don't know. |
Your favourite inside joke?: | There are WAAAAAAAAY too many to count. |
Thing you're picked on most about?: | Being different. |
Who's your longest known friend?: | Alix. (again) |
Newest?: | People at Dodson. |
Shyest?: | My friends are never shy. If they were then they wouldn't pick me as a friend |
Funniest?: | Amanda T., Chelsea, Alix, Milena, hell- they're all pretty funny. |
Sweetest?: | A lot. I don't come up with sweet very often. |
Closest?: | Alix and Milena |
Weirdest?: | ALL OF THEM |
Smartest?: | Bernadette is a fucking genius. Even if her boyfriend is a tree. |
Ditziest?: | Ha. Milena. Galen and Susan. And me. I'm kind of a ditz occasionally. |
Friends you miss being close to the most?: | ? |
Last person you talked to online?: | Susan |
Who do you talk to most online?: | Ruth, Susan |
Who are you on the phone with most?: | Amanda E. |
Who do you trust most?: | Alix and Milena. they would never turn. |
Who listens to your problems?: | I don't confes my problems a lot. I just listen tpo everyone else's. |
Who do you fight most with?: | No one. Really. |
Who's the nicest?: | They're all nice |
Who's the most outgoing?: | Galen, Milena |
Who's the best singer?: | Rhiannon. In fact, she's the only one who CAN sing, |
Who's on your shit-list?: | Oh god. Don'r get me started. |
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: | Noooo. They would be creepy. And lesbian. |
Who's your second family?: | My friends. |
Do you always feel understood?: | No. Well, almost never. |
Who's the loudest friend?: | GALEN AND SUSAN |
Do you trust others easily?: | Yeah, I guess. |
Who's house were you last at?: | .....Rhiannon. I think. |
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: | No one. |
Do your friends know you?: | Yes. They know me WAY too well. The other day one of them knew my response to something before I did. |
Friend that lives farthest away:: | Liesa. Thousand Oaks. Woo-hoo. Long distance. |
Love and All That | |
Do you consider love a mistake?: | No. Never |
What do you find romantic?: | That's a hard one |
Turn-on?: | Punk, goth. To be frank. |
Turn-off?: | Most people. |
First kiss?: | None. |
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: | Pissed off. |
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: | That would be kinda weird. And awkward. |
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: | No. |
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: | Sure. |
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: | Not really. |
What is best about the opposite sex?: | ? |
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: | God, what's with the best worst things? They aren't a mass. They're just people. |
What's the last present someone gave you?: | I don't remember. |
Are you in love?: | No. |
Do you consider your significant other hot?: | What significant other? |
Who Was the Last Person... | |
That haunted you?: | Ahaunted seems like overkill. |
You wanted to kill?: | Ha. Julianne. |
That you laughed at?: | I don't remember. Probably either Jordan or Baker. He is suck a dork. In a good way. . |
That laughed at you?: | Galen. |
That turned you on?: | No one. Meet the people I know. I have said tis before and I will say it a gain: most of them are walking talking loaves of bread. |
You went shopping with?: | I hate shopping. But I guess that would be Chelsea, RHiannon, Galen, Alysha, and Amanda in DC. Sad huh? |
That broke your heart?: | My hear breaks peice by peice and never because of one single person. |
To disappoint you?: | Me. |
To ask you out?: | Ha. |
To make you cry?: | Me. |
To brighten up your day?: | The six aforementioned people. |
That you thought about?: | No one. |
You saw a movie with?: | Alix. |
You talked to on the phone?: | Amanda and Rhiannon |
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: | No one. |
You saw?: | Anyone on the bus. |
You lost?: | Oh damn, I know I put her somewhere... |
Right This Moment... | |
Are you going out?: | No |
Will it be with your significant other?: | I said no |
Or some random person?: | Aren't you listening? |
What are you wearing right now?: | Emily strange shirt, black dickies, knee socks, my anrchics. |
Body part you're touching right now:: | SICKO! |
What are you worried about right now?: | Oh everything.And nothing. I'm listening to emotion wiping music. |
What book are you reading?: | 1984 (I HATE THIS FUCKING NOVEL) |
What's on your mousepad?: | Nightmare BEfore Christmas. |
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: | Bored, Apathetic, Bored, Tired, Bored |
Are you bored?: | No shit. |
Are you tired?: | Okay, what did I just say? |
Are you talking to anyone online?: | No. I'm taking a survey obviously. |
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: | No. **Phone phobia* |
Are you lonely or content?: | Lonely and content. Content with my lonliness. |
Are you listening to music?: | I am ALWAYS listening to music. I go nowhere without my CD player. I just don't. |